I've decided that I want to be married. Hence my foray into the dating scene. I mentioned before that I had met someone. Well, not really met yet, but talking on the phone for about 3 weeks now. He was supposed to call me tonight when he got home. That was 2 hours ago. The last time this happened, all hell had broken loose at his house. I can only imagine what happened tonight. In any event, I am only slightly perturbed. I guess I'll try calling him tomorrow morning. He's up at 2 am for his work out. He's in bed by the time I get off work.
I did explain that he would need to carve out sometime for me. I need attention. I need to be encouraged, supported and touched. I am a very affectionate person, so when we finally meet I expect hugs. Right now, I'm just trying to get some face time. That was suggested to me today, that we should Facetime each other.
I am seeing Stephanie again as my therapist. She was my therapist for 2 years, but I left because I wanted in-person therapy sessions. It went okay, but it was kind of inconvenient because Diane was all the way across town. So, I contacted Dr. Peters and it was like getting in touch with an old friend. We talked for over an hour. I told her what I had been up to and what my plans were. All in all, I am doing 1000 times better than when I last saw her. She gave me an assignment; to make a list of what I wanted from my husband. So, I made a list of what I want my husband to be and what I will give in return. It's nothing outrageous on unattainable. Will David check off everything, I don't know. But this is what I want.
My Husband..... As a Wife.....
will be spiritual I will be Godly
will be intelligent I will engage in meaningful conversations
will have a sense of humor I will be light-hearted
will be taller than me I will keep in shape
will be handsome I will always try to look my best
will love animals I will welcome his animals
Will be a good cook I will learn to cook better
will be neat and tidy I will keep a clean house
will be a good provider I will learn to budget my money
will love to cuddle I will be affectionate
will be honest I will be truthful
will be patient I will manage my emotions
will be encouraging I will be positive
will love family I will be welcoming
will love to slow dance I will be ready to dance anytime
will be a good lover I will make sure we are both satisfied
will be gentle I will be non-judgmental
will like to travel I will be passport ready
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