Saturday, June 23, 2018

Sketches of a Bipolar Girl: Post-Surgical



On Thursday June 21st, I had a D & C. I have been cramping and bleeding for several months. I have had 2 vaginal ultrasounds, and an endometrial biopsy. They came out okay, but I started bleeding about 2 weeks after the last one. So, my doctor thought it would be best if we scraped my entire uterus.
I was riddled with anxiety, and started to fall into another depressive episode. I was inpatient for 13 days, and was in outpatient treatment when I started to bleeding again. So, my mood started to decline. I could have gone back inpatient, but I opted to stay outpatient. I got discharged on the 20th, and got up at 5:15 AM on the 21st.  I had to be at the hospital at 6 AM.
I woke up before I knew it, and was back home by 10. I was hungry, so I had pancakes. Then, I got in bed and slept until 4 PM. I got a snack and went back to bed. I got a couple of calls from Don, but I haven't called him back yet.
I am flat broke. I was in St. Francis in March, CCBH in May, and Patewood Memorial in June.  There is labs, doctors I have to pay. I don't have the money. I think I'll be depressed a while. I need a financial blessing.

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