Okay, is it just me, or is this the longest month ever? I feel like this month just keeps going on and on. Everyday is just spitting out the same thing from the day before. Nothing is different. I was kind of hopeful on New Year's Day that I would be able to accomplish some things this year but it doesn't look or feel like it.
I'm constantly broke. I think I'm going to break down and see a financial advisor to help me budget. I've stayed away from Doordash and Amazon for a month and I still don't have enough money. I'm going to need money for rent, and I won't have enough because I missed a day at work due to this fucking abdominal pain that's been going for year. I went to the emergency room on the 10th, but everything came back normal, they even did a Cat Scan. All my internal organs are normal looking. The only thing that came back abnormal was my magnesium was low so I had IV magnesium given.
The whole thing is really getting on my nerves, meaning that I've been depressed for the past 3 weeks. The weather hasn't helped. It's been extremely cold and grey here for a while, and then this week it just rained the whole time. I didn't shower all week last week. I washed my hair today. I guess that's something. I'm doing a deep condition too. I think I'm going to trim the ends today too. I looked up a salon nearby that has great ratings. I want to get my hair cut in a bob. I'm going to get a silk press, which is a straightening process that doesn't involve chemicals. I'm never chemically treating my hair again.
We did a deep clean of the apartment yesterday. I clean the bathroom. Mainly because I know it's clean when I do it. Erica did the vacuuming, dusting and mopped the floor for me because I can't bend a lot anymore. Ah, the trials of getting old. She just turned 40 on the 23th. I can't believe my little niece is that old. It kind of makes me sad.
I'm so tired all the time. I'm not sleeping too great. My left shoulder has arthritis and I have bursitis too. I need to get another cortisone shot. I'm so sick of doctors, I just don't want to call. I have a MRI of my right hip on Wednesday to see if anything in my hip is causing my pain since all the muscles, ligaments etc are all connected. I almost hope they find something to explain this pain I have. I almost wish it's something serious. Not terminal, just something.
Oh well, I'm watching the Chiefs and the Ravens play now for the AFC or is it the NFC championship. I'm hoping the Ravens win. I'm tired of the Chiefs. Oh well, that's all for now.
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